Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Miss. Negativity

I had an epiphany today. I believe that it is in my genetics to emphasize negative aspects of everything. I plague my life and sabotage my own success with constant "what ifs." What if I don't make it? What if I can't accomplish it? What if this doesn't work? These all seem to be questions that have made their way into my subconscious and lower my will to acheive. I truly believe that I have always been this way, but in recent weeks, it has taken a turn for the worst. I also have tremendous amount of guilt hanging over my head, and I let that bog me down, and I use it as an excuse not to do the work I need to do. Is it all just a matter of perspective? Larry David says so..


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